Re: The Love Of My Life

**Vee** Tue Dec 18, 2012 5:49 pm

Go for a ride with me Smile

.... I love Winter. I would love to share a moment like this with you...

**Vee** Tue Dec 18, 2012 5:51 pm

**Vee** Tue Dec 18, 2012 6:07 pm

I love you...and I will forever.

**Vee** Thu Dec 20, 2012 10:06 am

Hoping today has found you blessed above and beyond anything you could ever ask or think. <3

There will be a winter storm here later on today. I pray the lights don't go out. Sad

That would be bad since, with the wind chill, it will be -7 degrees tonight. If the lights were to go out, that would mean no heat.

I love you, Michael, and thoughts of you throughout the day warm my heart.

*hugs*

Vee

**Vee** Thu Dec 20, 2012 10:08 am

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**Vee** Thu Dec 20, 2012 10:17 am

I would love to see this, Michael. Being around large bodies of water inspires me, and this is where my creativity can flow effortlessly, in writing and in song. To be in the midst of such beauty...wow...I could simply meld into it and let it express itself through me, and I would express myself through it. We would be one, this scene and I. But to see this...with you...*sighs*...that would simply be Heaven.

**Vee** Sat Dec 22, 2012 5:20 pm

I love you so much, Michael...

I really do.

**Vee** Sun Dec 23, 2012 3:20 pm

**Vee** Sun Dec 23, 2012 3:24 pm

I love you so much

**Vee** Mon Dec 24, 2012 10:36 am

Michael, there is nothing I wished for or wanted more than for you to come back to your fans and the world, but I realize this was maybe not possible. Still...I wished for it...more than anything else...

I pray to God everyday that you are not in that mausoleum at Forest Lawn. Sad

I believe that you are still with all of us. I can't believe anything other than that. I don't want to, nor can I. I can't imagine you lifeless...still...I simply cannot. I would give anything for you to come back to all of us. Anything. You are so important for this world, for the children of this world, for love...

My heart is poured out for you...daily. In every possible way. There is nothing I want more than your happiness...to see you smile again...to know you are under the same sky as the rest of us...walking this earth...making it better. I wish that I could touch those places in your heart that still hurt...that still remember all you've been through. I try to, and I'll never stop trying. I suspect that even with my last breath, and beyond, I'll still be trying. and it would be my pleasure to do so. I want for you to be vindicated and restored. More than anything else. I didn't want you to go, Michael. I wanted you to stay. Always. Please...come back....please?

And yet, if you cannot, my heart will be sad as it has been these past 3 years, as year after year passes...without you... Whether you have the intention to return or not, I do not know, but no matter...I would wait forever. Afterall, I love you.

I love you so much...

**Vee** Mon Dec 24, 2012 10:38 am

**Vee** Mon Dec 24, 2012 10:39 am

**Vee** Mon Dec 24, 2012 10:58 am

**Vee** Tue Dec 25, 2012 1:24 am

As I sit here on this night...wishing I could sleep, I am thinking of you...imagining you sitting here...with me, and no words would even be necessary because I would just simply look into your eyes and you would be able to read me...

Sometimes, when I am alone here, I speak out loud...to you...or sing to you, as if you are here, and I do feel you, and I feel that, somehow, you can hear me, and I pray that it is so. Sometimes, I swear I can feel you here...next to me, or in the room with me, though I can't see you. And, if that is the only way I can be close to you, then I accept that, and it is the greatest gift I have ever received.

Michael, I love you so much, and YOU are a beautiful gift to this world. To love you is such an honor. I love you with all my heart and soul and I miss you so much...

I pray that wherever you are, you are happy, healthy, blessed, and finding some peace and joy. You deserve it. I wish all of God's best for you.

Vee

**Vee** Tue Dec 25, 2012 5:51 pm

I love you, Michael. I just wanted to tell you that...again. :-*

**Vee** Tue Dec 25, 2012 5:56 pm

**Vee** Thu Dec 27, 2012 8:33 pm

of running away with you...

**Vee** Thu Dec 27, 2012 8:34 pm

because I trust you...

**Vee** Thu Dec 27, 2012 8:37 pm

I would wait forever for you...

I love you so much...

**Vee** Fri Dec 28, 2012 2:14 am

It's 2:10 a.m. here, my love, and I can't sleep...thinking of you, and only you; is it wrong of me to wish you were here with me?

I want you here...with me. No...I need you here with me.

Close your eyes, and come to me...

God knows I love you, but I want you to see it in my eyes.

**Vee** Fri Dec 28, 2012 2:20 pm

**Vee** Fri Dec 28, 2012 2:33 pm

Everything I've ever wanted or needed...

There is nothing you could give me other than yourself. I don't want things. I only want you....

**Vee** Fri Dec 28, 2012 2:36 pm

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