The Love Of My Life

I love you, Michael...with all my heart.

Never will that change. No other man will occupy space in my heart and mind. You are IT for me.

If God would grant me but one wish, that wish would be that you feel my love.

Yours...forever.

Where do I begin, my love? where do I begin?...I have so much I want to say to you, and all the words are not easily spoken. The deeper and deeper I fall in love with you, the more I realize that words are no longer sufficient to tell you how I feel. Michael, you are the apple of my eye, and I love you more than anything else in this world. I do. I know that talk is cheap, and that is why I have done everything earthly possible to put my love out into the atmosphere just hoping that one day, you will feel it. There is something...but what? how to explain it? or maybe I'm not supposed to. I don't know...I need an outlet. Things like this are not easily related to others and many would not understand. All I will say is that in those times that I feel you near me and with me, those are the happiest most beautiful moments of my entire life. I live for those moments. I live for your touch...

There isn't a minute or a second that goes by that I don't think of you. I can't help myself. I don't care what others think about it, I don't care what others say. All I know is that I never want to give up this feeling or having some part of you in my life. Today, what I experienced...was the most magical, beautiful thing I have ever experienced, and I will never, ever forget it. Please know that I cherish these moments, though I don't fully understand them or what is happening. The way you make me feel...I have no words. I don't know how you do what you do to me, but please...never ever stop...

I miss you so much, Michael. I can't breathe without you. I don't know what to do without you. I love you more than anything. You're in my soul. When you breathe out, I breathe in. You radiate through my spirit. Please come soon. Please. I need you. We all need you. ♥

I love you so much, and you are so much on my mind and heart that I can't think straight. You're everything to me.

I love you, Michael

Happy Weekend, Michael. Wishing you all the best. Always.

I miss you like crazy...

I love you

Michael, I am reading a book I bought on Amazon.com about you. It's called 'Michael Jackson: The Book the Media Doesn't Want You To Read' by. Shawn Henning, who just happens to be a fan of yours as well. So far, it is very much on point. When I saw your face during those times in your life, the time of the trials, it hurt me so much. I got glimpses of how your heart was broken and how you felt to have such terrible lies told about you, and how people made it their personal goal to try to hurt you and destroy your name and credibility in the public's eyes. It makes me so angry. You never deserved those things. Never. What makes me even angrier is how people continue the lie, and even though you are innocent, they still try to keep the lies going and rather believe a lie than the truth. You have such a beautiful heart, Michael, and I know those things hurt you to the depths of your soul, broke your heart in pieces, made you leave us. Michael, those who love you, we TRULY love you. We only see the truth about you. We know your heart. We know you are innocent and always were. When I discovered how your health suffered and how you got to the point where you couldn't even sleep or eat, it makes me so angry and sad. I'm so sorry, Michael. For everything they did to you. Even if no one else apologizes to you, I will. We KNOW you would never do the things they say/said. I wish I could make all those awful times disappear from your life. I love to see you smile, and how full of life you were. There is nothing like seeing you just being you. I love watching the home videos of you from years ago, just having fun, being a big kid. It was the most beautiful thing to watch. To see your eyes light up...to see that gorgeous smile...now, when I see pictures of you from times after 2005, even though you would smile, I could still see the hurt and pain in your eyes. I wish I could hug you. I'd talk to you at 3 a.m. I wouldn't care what time it was, if you needed to talk to someone.

Michael, I'm not sure if any of this can ever be made right, but if I know any way at all to help make it right, believe me...I will. I don't know everything about you, but I know the world needs you. The children need you. I don't know if it is possible for you to return, but if it is, please do. When you can, please do. Your fans will be there for you. Yes, Michael. We will. Do you believe this? and you know now that you have 2 camps of fans: beLIEvers and non-beLIEvers. Those who believe you are still alive and those who do not. Sometimes, there is a war between the 2 camps, but we all love you either way. I am a beLIEver. It is impossible for me to believe you are dead. When I did believe it, I was basically walking around like a zombie, not eating, not sleeping, crying all the time, unable to function. Michael, your fans are connected to you. There is a very definite connection to you. Some more than others. You are like family to all of us. We love you so much. Some of us, have loved you for decades. Michael, you are a part of us. We are a part of you. Please feel that closeness and that love, if there has been a doubt in your mind. You have all of us. We stand with you. We have your back. Most definitely. We believe in you.

Michael, don't feel shy about my singing to you. I am just expressing my love for you. I just want you to feel loved. Everyone expresses love differently and to different levels. So please don't feel shy or embarrassed. I write fantasies about you because I find you to be very, very beautiful and handsome, and extremely sexy, without even trying. In my opinion, you are everything a man should be. Writing poetry and prose about you is just another way I express my love for you. It's only love, Michael. Don't feel bad about it.

I love you, Michael, and though we have never met face to face, I care very deeply for you. I don't want anything from you. I have no expectations of you. It makes me happy just to tell you I love you.

*hugs*

Here I am again, my king, saying 'I love you', yet again. I love you. I love you. I LOVE YOU!!!

Wishing you an awesome Saturday. Wishing you are having lots of fun and that you can be with your children some way some how. If I felt you were smiling and laughing, I'd be so happy for you, Michael. So happy...

Last night, I watched your movie, 'Moonwalker'. My children and I love it so much, and I just smile while watching you in it. Do you know, when 'Moonwalker' came out, I was only about 16 years old? that's right. It always hard for me to watch the part where 'Lideo' and his goons hit you. Oh boy, I wanna kick somebody's a** when I see that! I know. It's just a movie. Still, it was hard to watch that part. I never want anyone hurting you, never again.

I wish I could see places with you, Michael. Places I've never seen before. I know you've been a lot of places, so it could be hard to go some place you've never been before. Still, I wish...

Oh well...

*hugs and kisses*

ILY

I love you just the way you are.


You're beautiful

Happy Sunday, Michael.



I love you

I miss you, Michael....

Where are you? :*(


ILYSM

Michael, I am nothing in the grand scheme of things, or in this big, wide world, but I promise you that I will do my best to help restore you and your good name, along with other fans of yours. I feel that so strongly, that is is time that you be respected as you should have always been. I can't rest until you smile again, and not just any smile, but a smile of victory and of vindication. I want you feel so much love and that you are not alone. You deserve that.

I love you so much...I swear on my life.


Just wait and see, Michael. Everything will work out. I believe that. Do you?

It's a beautiful day!!! :-) I'm so 'geeked' right now. I bought 'BAD 25' anniversary edition late last night. I'm gonna' spend much of the day today just listening to it. Very excited about that.

I love you, Michael. I'm so excited about the things that are going to happen for you in the very near future, and it's about time.

Do you know how much I miss you? and even if you can't return, ever, I will always love you and always remember you. You will always, always have my heart.

*hugs*

I've been busy-busy today, Michael, but always thinking of you.


I love you so much...



How wonderful it would have been to meet you even once...



I know...I shall never know that blessing, and yet, I feel you all around me, always with me.



*hugs*

I love you, Michael...

Wishing you a lovely day, Michael. *hugs*

I have been ill the past few days, so I have not been able to post here like I normally would, but I thought of you every moment. God is my witness. Always trying to think of more ways to bless you, or show love to you. That is my heart toward you. It does not matter that you cannot respond. I look for nothing in return. If anything I say touches your heart, makes you smile, laugh, or makes you happy, that is all that matters. Love is enough, Michael. Just love. Let love heal you. Love breaks down walls and barriers, demolishes masks and pretenses and falsehoods. Love is powerful. Love changes things. Love sees the real you, with all imperfections and faults, and still thinks you're the greatest thing since sliced bread. I pray that you feel so much love, Michael, and not only mine, but from all those who love you so much. When you can't sleep, let love embrace you and blanket you with peace and comfort. When you feel alone, let love be your closest confidant. Be still and be open to all the love vibrations that are surrounding you. Don't be afraid. There is no fear in love.

With all my heart and soul, I want to see you restored, Michael. I really mean that. I want to see you receive back 100 fold everything you lost, and for you to be loved and comforted so much so that your spirit and soul are healed. I understand deep hurts and scars of the soul. I understand. *hugs*

I love you and I'll never ever let go of your hand.

DelVita

I love you, Michael

I love you, my king.

Wishing you a blessed Sunday full of smiles and lots of love.

*hugs*

~Vee

I love you so much, Michael. I wish that you can feel my love...



Sweet dreams, my king.



(wishing I could snuggle up to you at night...) *sighs*

Thinking of you....

I need you, baby. I truly need you. No, my love. I don't want things. I just want you. Just you. I just daydream of what it must be like to hold you, to touch you, to look into your eyes...

...of what it must be like to spend a moment in your presence...

...or just to speak with you, if only for a moment...

things I dream of...

You have my heart...I am yours. Forever. I swear on my life.

I love you, Michael. with all my heart and soul, and I always, always will.

Vee

I love you, Michael...

Just thinking of you...makes me happy, even when I'm sad.

You are a gift.


I love you so much...

God bless you