I love you...

My Heart...

I wish today I could sit with Michael, watch a movie, eat popcorn together, play with him.

Just be near him. We'd eat fried chicken, lick our fingers, laugh, talk, hug, act like we have an eternity, eat a piece of his favorite sweet potato pie together, have a glass of wine, talk some more, then let silence be between us, or rather not speaking vocally, but speaking together through our hearts and minds...pure communication, things which words cannot say themselves...

I'd wanna look into his eyes for hours, try and read his soul...
I want to touch him...get to know every inch of him

I'd want to hug him so tight that I could inhale the fragrance of who he is as a man, as a person, as a soul, and not just his cologne, but his spirit's essence. I want to know him beyond a doubt. Inhaling him, I'd hope to never exhale again. I'd want to keep him in my lungs.

I want to listen intently as he speaks...take in every word, every syllable, every noun, every verb...just...listen. I'd want each of his words to hit my heart like an arrow hits its mark.

And if he'd only speak my name, I'd want it to slay me. Each and every time he'd say it, I'd want the sound of his voice to pierce my soul...the tone and the frequency of his creative energy going to every part of me, every cell, every molecule of me, healing me, seeking out place in me that doubt, and that the sound of his voice would open up and destroy all of me. Destroy all my walls...all my boundaries...all my inhibitions...all my excuses...all my fear, and then capture the whole of me.

If he'd embrace me, I'd want my body, soul, and spirit to respond by melting into the creases of his elbows, penetrating his muscles and flesh, and become a part of him, so that when you see him, you see me, or when you see me, you see him.

I'd want him to look into my heart, and find an ancient carving of his name there...

Oh, how I wish he would meet me on that road...arms open, running toward me like some old black & white movie...seeing me in the distance...running to greet me...to welcome me...to recognize me from afar...to yearn for me the way I've yearned for him...to have missed me like I've missed him...I know there is danger, but I don't care...I must...meet...him.


I felt my heart say to me that she would do anything just to feel his hand brush past my skin, just so she could feel the way my blood rushes to her in his presence...

My soul knows why I love the storm so much...because it is in the thunder that I feel his heart beat only for me...and it is in the lightning strike that his presence delivers to my soul that I feel most alive...

My eyes cry for him...shedding tears of love and longing...missing the man my eyes never had the pleasure to fix themselves upon in the flesh...

I swear I'll come to him...even if it's with my last breath, and I'll never leave his side...not in this life, or if there is a next.


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He is the altar upon which my heart has chosen to breathe her last breath upon.

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When you breathe like that on my neck, it makes me tingle all over...it makes me want to burn for you. Please...do it again.

Whispers...or maddening screams, toe-curling moans, sight unseen; a love, ethereal...only.

Love; a telepathic mystery...

Surrender.

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My king,

Let's go anywhere...

do anything..

Let's just be

and do

and see

everything...

together

you and me



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I dream..wide-awake..fully visible, eyes open, dreams..lucid dreams..so that when I close my eyes to sleep at night, it seems nothing's left

You are my home

I dream of far away places my body has never visited...places only my soul has graced, and only with you...only...with you.

Love never asked for my opinion, or yours.

I possess a soul that longs so much for her beloved that, if it were possible, she would tear herself from my body and run straight to you.

Love is madness, and all the heart and soul's longing

Run away with me, my dearest..let's live on love & subsist on passion. My only desire is your presence, and those eyes that feel like home.

With my mind's eye, I run through time and space and miles, my soul only resting at the threshold of your gates.

And even if my soul from out this body floats, soul shall surely find you.

soul connections; haunted people; lovers

ether; real

make.beLIEve; reality

break...dawn; love is eternal, not black, or white. remember; time.

And night is as day; see, either way.

Hearts collide...in that moment of ecstasy between Heaven and Earth. And Hell...Hell is the absence of the beloved.

Listen with your heart...hear and understand with your spirit.

To truly love is to breathe for the very first time

Reach into the ether realm, and pull me forth. I'm waiting for you. Love brought me to this place, and I won't leave without you

Only in love can two people meet who have not yet met, and the connection feels like magic, eternal, making history.

A focal point...something of his...from memory...a portal. Awaits...entrance. Will you go to him, or no?

I'll come to you..I'll step through..to the other side, of tomorrow, of today, of yesterday, either way. I'll come to you. I swear on my soul..

I'll come to you

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What do I want? everything! every sparkle your eyes have to offer..every smile playing on your lips..every blessed word your mouth would say.




I want popcorn and movies, smiles and laughter, hugs and playfulness, hands held..lips kissed like there's no tomorrow, and love; real.




Me? I'm a simple girl...only longing to see the moonlight in your eyes.




Parts of me hidden from others, never before seen, but I let you in...I let you see, and feel, the real me. You? "Caution...trust no one".




Alone...wrapped up in fear...the words of love from my soul...you'll never hear; choices. Choosing to be deaf. Forever...alone.




My assurances that I love only you; the words you thought were a lie, but was my whole truth; that.




Tell me, my love...the songs I sing only to you...are those lies, too?




Why? Why do I want this so much? because you look and sound like home to me...


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There is communion...between two hearts...between two souls; becoming...one.

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Interference...in between, dividing...love, among thieves, and what happens then to the lovers? destitute of meaning, any longer; without..

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Love will win, and it shall...if you can...still...believe.

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Ghosts...haunting, sanity...hanging on for dear life, and all I ever wanted...still remains...just out of reach.

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The blood...runs cold...through dried out veins...as echoes of voices, bodies unseen...still linger about...attempting...to live again.

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Love...is...insanity

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I don't know how to love quietly. When I love...IF I love...it will be heard, and felt, to the depths of the earth's core up to the heights of Heaven.

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Love is all that I am, and all that I know, and if I ever cease to love, let me also cease to be.

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When I look upon you, my love, my king, my heart cannot help but sing.

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Is not love a form of worship?

I worshiped your eyes...for the way they pulled my soul into them...never to return. For how I could see myself in them; another part of me.

I worshiped your smile...for its beauty...for how it made everything right in the world...and for how it made my heart leap inside...

I worshiped your laugh...for its warmth and kindness, gentleness and playfulness; non-pretentious and beautiful; heavenly...

I worshiped the very sound of your voice, for when I'd hear it, it would still all my doubts & fears, make my heart skip a beat; love hears.

I worshiped your heart...so pure, so meek, so gentle, so loving. Full of love & service, but very much a king; you are once in a lifetime.

I worshiped your spirit..how u could reach me like no one else could..how we could communicate thru our hearts & minds, even from a distance.

(God, forgive me, because I could not help but worship him. When my soul recognized him, I was finally 'home'.)

I don't know how 'home' could be a person, but you're it for me.

My soul sees you far off in the distance, and I swear, my love, I swear, everything in me wants to run to you.

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An Ancient Chinese Proverb says: "An invisible Red Thread connects those who are destined to meet, regardless of the time, the place, or the circumstance... The thread may stretch or tangle, but it will never break" ♥♥

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I dream of ballroom dancing, my love...

of starlight in your eyes...

a trail of gossamer moon dust...trailing across the night's sky.

I dream of your heavenly embrace...

a love that only you can give...

the feeling of belonging...longing for another soul...

yours; I desire to live.

Dance with me, my love, my king...

just dance with me...

I promise you a love like no other...an eternity.

I see lifetimes in your eyes, my love...

a happiness I've never known...

and I embrace all that you are; you are my angel from above.

So, hold me...like you've never held another...

dance with me...like no one else ever mattered...like I'm your first and your last...

and I will show you that, in my eyes, no one else compares to you, and that the past is the past.

I love you and only you...

come dance with me...

the eternal dance

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I hope that when you partake of my words, you don't taste my fears.

Lack of words does not mean lack of love. Sometimes, the love is too great to be put into words; true love..words do not explain; sometimes.

If you would, my love, my king, buy me more time upon this earth; with each etheric kiss, breathe immortality into me.

Wherever you are...is heaven to me.

(Sometimes, pretending...to fall out of love, when actually I am falling even more in love...with you.)

If I refuse to look into your eyes, can you still read me?

Making love...beyond form; soul's craving..fleshly longing, abated, and I wait on bated breath for any hint...of you.

The breeze made mention of you, and I let it touch me, just so I could feel even the slightest memory of you.

Your scent...more intoxicating than any drug...together, with thoughts of you, killing me...softly, imprinting your initials into my very soul.

I am lost in you. Don't bother trying to find me. My soul hides in your most passionate whispers, and my heart finds refuge in your ethereal embrace.

You are the reason they don't understand me anymore. You are also the reason I no longer care if they understand me or not.

Your eyes are the only mirror I need to tell me all about me.

I love you the only way I know how: with every part of me.

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I didn't just randomly decide that I need to find you. My soul has been on its way to you since eternity began.

You were, and are, my only prayer.

You are a storm, and chaos personified, but I'd give anything to be destroyed by you...

Stranded on the island of 'one day'...wishing to be rescued by you 'right now', even 'today'...

With my pencil, I erase the distance, by writing love, in miles...between...you and I; 'apart' will no longer suffice.

My eyes begged you...to stay...but life, and circumstances, deemed you a runaway...but I'll wait...and wait. Love will make a way.

Channeling love...tuning in...to a dream coming true; you...

I am jealous of your sheets...the way they cradle the curve of your body & allow the delicious imprint of your need to seep into them...

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That road calls to me...you know...the one that leads to you; long distance madness.

The ruin of a woman so haunted by love that insanity got the better of her, so much so that she went...in search of; you.

A passion so palpable that love itself reaches out and touches you.

Make (me) believe...

Melancholy days...other-worldly nights.

Lonely tears...laced with madness.

Oh you're a tall drink of water...kinda saintly and a little bit of holy, but looking like damnation with a side of 'Lord, have mercy'.

Tell me, my love, the story of you...through bated breaths and impassioned sighs; whispered soul stirrings into wanton flesh; etheric moans.

You left the window open last night...some secrets may have escaped upon night's breeze.

Many things can be kept a secret. Love is not such a thing.

The eyes tell all, and the heart is never silent.

Listening to the rain this morning, my heart and mind are both some place else, far far away...beholding you.

Astral passion...

The mind's eye sensing what mortal eyes could never see...spirit bodies entwined in ecstasy; you...me...us...we.

Immortal beloved...

What is death but the absence of you?

One day, my soul will leave me...for you.

Somewhere, in some cave, there are ancient writings, probably in Sanskrit, saying I am yours, and you...are mine.

My body is just a shell...my heart and mind are with you, wherever you are.

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Let's just run away..never to be seen again. Only..let the legend of us..of our love..remain, to warm other hearts and souls; together again.

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Spend me...all of me, my King...anyway you wish, for I am yours and yours alone, and you...you are my home.

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Neither time, nor death will stop my soul from finding yours...

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Just the thought of his hands on me...touching me...and the thought of his breath, like a whisper, blowing against my neck, sighing my name against my flesh...

I am undone.

I want to give myself to him in every way imaginable...I can't help myself. He is my king and everything in me submits to him and only him.

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