The Love Of My Life

I just can't stop...


loving you

Where do I begin...to tell you what you mean to me...what you have meant to me almost my whole life?

Today is the day for love, but I must tell you that I love you everyday, every hour, every minute, every second; forever...

"When love becomes vast , love becomes wordless". ~ Kahlil Gibran♥

Speechless is how I have found myself lately...unable to utter a word. Yet, so many thoughts and feelings swirl around in my head and heart...all for you...

I love you so much, and yet I feel that to say 'I love you' is not enough...somehow, I feel as if I have reached the plateau of another word, another feeling, another choice...of loving you. Is there something higher than love? something unnameable? if so, that is what I feel...

only...for you


Happy Valentine's Day, my king....

Michael, it has crossed my mind, on more than one occasion, that perhaps you are gone from this earthly realm, and then I asked myself if that really were true, would I continue to come here and leave messages for you. The answer is yes, I would. It's all love. I believe that love reaches beyond time, beyond space, into other realms, into other lifetimes. I believe love can be felt no matter where you are, no matter where I am. It doesn't matter so much if you know who is loving you, but only that they love you...that I love you.

So, I thank God for another day today to be here to type these words of love to you, to feel so much love in my heart and soul for you.


I love you

Goodnight, my love...

Please forgive me for being speechless these past few days, my love. It is not because anything in my heart has lessened for you. On the contrary, I feel so much more than I could ever speak of. Do you know that I feel you so strongly? Do you know that I have felt you around me for several years now? so tangible...like if I put my hand out, I could touch you, and yet...there is no one there. A beautiful, yet haunting feeling...

I love you so much...I want so terribly to show you just how much. Words are just words unless they are put into action. I now. But with all my heart and soul, I would show you the love I have for you.

It scares me sometimes, this unnameable feeling I have for you which for now I must only refer to as 'love'. Somehow, it seems lacking, but it will have to do for now. Your name dwells in my breath...and my lips can now only form that which tastes so sweet on my tongue: your name...

I love you, Michael...

"The red string of fate, also referred to as the red thread of destiny, red thread of fate, and other variants, is an East Asian belief originating from Chinese legend and is also used in Japanese legend. The two people connected by the red thread are destined lovers, regardless of time, place, or circumstances. This magical cord may stretch or tangle, but never break. This myth is similar to the Western concept of soulmates or a destined flame".

I'm falling...


I am so sad right now...

Reminds me of when I first felt you near me...







ILY

No matter what happens to me, I want you to know that I have always loved you, and that you have always meant everything to me. You may never read these words, or know my heart, but that doesn't change a thing. My heart will never change toward you.

But I am broken, my love...

Love is the wind in my sails...





My love for you carries me from dream to dream...and, my love, which dream have I dreamed that did not conjure you?


I love you so much...

Thoughts of you brighten my day...







I love you always...

You're the only one I want...you're the only one that I need...






I love you to the moon and back.

I love you, my king, and I can no longer contain this fire inside me that burns only for you...

*singing*....'Speechless...speechless...that's how you make me feel. When I'm with you, I am far away, and nothing is for real...'



'Speechless...'


'Your love is magical, that's how I feel, and in your presence, I am lost for words....words like...like...'I love you'.



I love you, Michael

Always thinking of you...

you're never far from my heart...





ILY